I’ve always known some things. I’m not sure how I’ve known things, I just have. Part of it is the nightmares. For as long as I could remember, I’ve always had nightmares about things. They usually become deja-vu moments when I remember that I’ve already had a certain discussion or that some events had transpired previously for me. Sometimes the dreams are so vivid that I struggle to know they are still dreams. Sometimes they seem so much like real life.
I’m not a mystic and I usually don’t talk about this because I don’t want people to think I’m crazy and I never know which are dreams and which are premonitions. I’m still skeptical and I’m having the dang things.
I’ve always been tapped into a certain idea that my life was pre-planned in a way. That I had specific tasks to complete. I don’t know what those tasks are but I know they need to be completed. I have some general ideas from actions in dreams and little things that catch my eye. I find that sometimes there is something tapping you on the shoulder when you need to pay attention to something. Quite often, these things seem trivial until you start to put the pieces together.
Right now, I don’t like the look of the puzzle. The presidential race, oil prices, state of the economy… These are all things playing into the hand of some of the dreams that I had hoped were false. Over the past few years, I have seen certain things as though looking into the future and seeing a bleak, destroyed area but being amazed that it still existed as I sat there.
Today, I got some fairly disturbing news that I really don’t want to repeat. They are to impossible to believe and are not being circulated in main-stream media. Basically, they aren’t front page items but there are some sources that are valid sources that are reporting these items. It is getting really scary.
I’m not one that likes the doom-and-gloom but I seem to be drawn to it. I don’t want to be but I am. I really don’t like what I’m seeing. I don’t like the direction life is going.
I was once told that God has a plan for me. That I’d been chosen. Not really for anything big but something necessary. I’m not sure what that is but I wish I knew. I wish I had the answer and it would make it easier to prepare but yet, I don’t.
I hope that my premonitions are true because I can’t fathom them being right. I can’t comprehend the life we are headed for in the near future if we don’t wake up and stop it. As more things are confirmed, I will post them but be ready for anything. Don’t go hog wild because you don’t know what is coming (neither do I) but I will post more when I know more…. Be Prepared as the scouts say.
